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I can't sleep…
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The days were quiet.
Theyโre still here. I never thought theyโd last.
Through them, ran the senseโlike an underground river…
That there would come a time when these days would be looked back on as happiness: all that life could give of contentment and peace…
It still feels like we just live here, day to day.
But isnโt that the beauty of it?…
You know the rain comes down, the sun shines, grass grows. Children grow old, and die.
Thatโs the holy all of it.
We all know it full well, but canโt even whisper it…
So, you’re happy lad, is that what you are saying?
We have our health.
Peaceful life.
Work that suits us.
What more can you ask for?
โ That They May Face The Rising Sun (2023)
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4:00 a.m. Another restless night. Deep sleep, waits for another day.
It’s time.
I walk.
It’s been 1,902 consecutive (almost) days on this twilight walk at Cove Island Park. Like in a row.
I’m walking at the top of the Marina, warily making my way around rocks, glistening and coated with algae.
I hear soft murmurs.
What is that? I stop, to listen.
Continue reading “Walking. Sunday Morning.”
But like all utopian visions, theirs had its contradictions. Theyโd sold all their belongings to build a boat. They were abandoning everyone they knew to live afloat, alone, unshackled from obligation and community, from all the things that bind a person to a place or its people, from the day-to-day indignities of ordinary life and the unseen rules whose weight perhaps you feel only in the place you were raised. After all, what is more self-interested than running away?
โ Sophie Elmhirst, A Marriage at Sea: A True Story of Love, Obsession, and Shipwreck (Riverhead Books, July 8, 2025)
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Six ribs broken in 14 places. Three breaks in the lower pelvis. Right and left ankle broken. Left tibia broken. Left wrist fractured. Left toes, three breaks. Right clavicle broken. Right shoulder blade cracked. Eye socket, jaw, mandible, all broken. Major laceration back of head. Lung collapsed. Liver pierced from rib bone. The inventory of Jeremy Rennerโs injuries, documented by the twice Oscar-nominated movie star himself, was exhaustive. It was a miracle that the actor had survived; he had no right to. Renner had been crushed by his own 14,000lb (6,350kg) snowplough on New Yearโs Day 2023. A neighbour who helped him at the scene believes he died momentarily. So does Renner. He tells me it was a very special moment.
โWhat I experienced when I passed was this collective divinity and beautiful, powerful peace. It is the most exhilarating peace you could ever feel. Itโs the highest adrenaline rush. Everything stopped โฆ maybe for 30 seconds, maybe a minute. It was definitive for me. It all made perfect sense.โ Does he believe in God? โNo. My dadโs a theologist and I studied all religions growing up, so I steer away from religions.โ […]
But, of course, there was more to it than willpower. Last year, he released his second album of largely self-penned songs. Love and Titanium is about the accident, and so called because these are another two things that have helped him pull through โ the love of family and friends, and the titanium that has helped fix all those broken bones. He was also extremely lucky. Nobody gave him much hope at the time. […]
The first song on Love and Titanium is called Lucky Man. โOne day you just wake up / And finally realise / Life is so god damn beautiful / And I ainโt got nothinโ left to lose.โ Renner tells me that it took him the accident to realise just how beautiful life was. Now, he says, he wakes up and knows heโs not going to have a bad day. No day alive is a bad day. But it didnโt used to be like that.
โ Simon Hattenstone, from “How being crushed by a 14,000 lb snow plough made Jeremy Renner a nicer person: I’ve never been more vulnerable, open and loving‘” (The Guardian, Jul 12th, 2025).
My Next Breath: A Memoir by Jeremy Renner is published by Flatiron Books in April 29, 2025.