You are the doubter and the doubt,
worshipping a book you can’t read.
The awful quiet in your heart
is not the peace you were promised,
not the trembling hush before a revelation,
not a prelude to an earthquake,
not God’s silence, but his breathlessness.
~ Traci Brimhall, from “Gnostic Fugue,” from Our Lady of the Ruins
Photo: Noell Oszvald. Post inspired by quote from Mindfulbalance: “In our own lives the voice of God speaks slowly, a syllable at a time. Reaching the peak of years, dispelling some of our intimate illusions and learning how to spell the meaning of life-experiences backwards, some of us discover how the scattered syllables form a single phrase.” ~ Rabbi Joshua Herschel, Between God and Man.
Live & Learn 
‘How to spell the meaning of life’ – perfect.
LikeLiked by 1 person
Yes….deep.
LikeLiked by 1 person
The perfect meditation on this quiet Sunday morning….
LikeLiked by 1 person
It is….
LikeLike
And…bam!
LikeLiked by 1 person
perfect… as a priest (Episcopal) these words stir deep within.
especially… ‘worshipping a book you cannot read…”
Peace this sabbath
LikeLiked by 1 person
Carrie, thank you. You pointed out the line that I was struggling to understand. How do you interpret what the Poet intended to mean by “worshipping a book you cannot read”?
LikeLike
The Bible?
LikeLiked by 1 person
That was my thinking. But why can’t she read it?
LikeLiked by 1 person
My instant response was that it’s hard to make sense of…. I consider the Bible an esoteric and metaphoric book so I come to it differently than most.
LikeLiked by 1 person
I can see that Valerie….
LikeLike
Because she can’t understand it?!
LikeLiked by 1 person
Maybe!
LikeLike
David, is it not true that poets have a way of tipping us sideways. I mentioned being an Episcopal priest as I was highlighting the line. That first stanza speaks to a truth in my life. Like the Church of England, we use the Book of Common Prayer. A book so easily worshipped. In the rhythm of prayer do we always understand what we are doing? Is it not true, for most of us doubt rises much quicker than the calm of truth?
Sometimes the repetition is what’s important.
I also read Rabbi Herschel’s quote in Mindfulbalance. Brimhall’s quote was perfect!
LikeLiked by 1 person
Thank you Carrie!
LikeLiked by 1 person
The quiet in the heart invites…worshiping anything takes us away from…
Sent from my iPhone
>
LikeLiked by 1 person
The quiet in the heart invites…worshiping anything removes us…
LikeLiked by 1 person
That’s it Valerie. Now only to find it more often and sit there.
LikeLike
Beautiful.
That last line — In our human magnificence, in our being here, in being ourselves – beauty and the beast, light and darkness, we take God’s breath away.
LikeLiked by 1 person
Last line, is, the punch line…
LikeLiked by 1 person
…to the soul
LikeLiked by 1 person
Enigmatic and mysterious, as God was meant to be, and lovely as a sunrise on a quiet winter’s day.
LikeLiked by 1 person
Yes, exactly. Well stated.
LikeLike
A lovely post
LikeLiked by 1 person