Call it up. Do it. At Will.

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Here it comes again.
Inexplicable really.

How many flights?
Hundreds.
How many times?
Many.
And yet again,
at 1:30 pm this afternoon.

The Big Steel Bird reaches maximum altitude.
Floating.
Floating above fluffy pillows of whiter than white.
Sailing below the Heavens’ bluest of blues.

Your Life resting in the hands of the trusty pilot.
Your Body in a straightjacket.
Your knees butting up against the seat in front.
Your arms tight to your body. Tight to your sides.
You exhale.
Your tension giving way.

Here IT comes.
Gratitude.
A giant wave.
Lifting you up.
And swallowing you whole.
Family.
Health.
Job.
Life.
So lucky. So blessed.

You sit in reflection.
Your eyes mist up.
Then water.
You close your eyes.
You lean back.
You stretch your legs.
You Let Go.
You Release.
And for a few moments,
Your turbulence melts away.
You Rest.

At then,
like a sharp gust of wind on a dandelion,
it vanishes.
The tension returning to its familiar place.

The question is,
Why?
Why the recurrence here?
Why can’t it be summoned up at Will.
On any given Wednesday.
At a late morning meeting.
On my commute home.
At any given moment.

Go ahead.
Call it up.
Do it.
Now.


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22 thoughts on “Call it up. Do it. At Will.”

  1. Yes!!! Happened to me on planes too – I think it was the forced disconnection from email and phone calls. Protracted moments where no one can call you and you can just exhale. Can we create this time for ourselves on the ground, in our day-to-day? Yes – it’s just a bit more challenging. But so so important.

  2. This is so beautiful, David, and I agree, calling it up takes practice and patience. Yet, recognizing it takes awareness and not everyone is aware.

  3. I saw this last night and it stayed with me. It’s beautiful. Maybe IT occurs when we momentarily don’t take everything for granted at some deep subconscious level? Just a thought.

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