I’m not very interested in my school days and feel no special nostalgia for them. But I remember Sixth Form. In those days, we imagined ourselves as being in a holding pen, waiting to be released into our lives. And when that moment would come, we would be at university. How were we to know that our lives had already begun, and our release would only be to a large holder pen. And in time, a larger holding pen. When you were young, you want your emotions to be like the ones you read about in books. You want them to overturn your life and create a new reality. But as that second hand insists on speeding up and time delivers us all to quickly into middle age, and then old age, that’s when you want something a little milder, don’t you? You want your emotions to support your life as it has become. You want them to tell you that everything is going to be ok.
And is there anything wrong with that?
~ Tony (Jim Broadbent), A Sense of An Ending (2017)
Notes:
- NY Times Movie Review: ‘The Sense of an Ending,’ and the Elusiveness of Truth
- Movie based on Julian Barnes’ book: The Sense of An Ending
- Photo of Jim Broadbent in A Sense of An Ending via Parade.com