Bang our very bones to roust our own souls

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Unless we learn to let experience play upon our inner lives as on a finely tuned instrument, we will try to manufacture inner intensity from the outside, we will bang our very bones to roust our own souls. We crave radical ruptures when we have allowed the nerves of our inner lives to go numb. But after those ruptures— the excitement or the tragedy, the pleasure or the pain— the mind returns to what it was, the soul quicksilvers off from the pierce of experience, and the kingdom of boredom…begins the clock-tick toward its next collapse.

~ Christian Wiman, My Bright Abyss: Meditation of a Modern Believer


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22 thoughts on “Bang our very bones to roust our own souls”

  1. This writing is crystalline, DK, and the sentiments captured are astonishing. I read these passages and think, “Yes!” I just read Peter Heller’s new book, “The Painter,” and had a similar response. The visuals he sketches with his words and the emotions he elicits–pitch perfect. Highly recommended.

    1. WLS WLS!! And it is reminiscent of Heller’s book (which I just finished at Lori’s recommendation – and it was magnificent in all the brokenness)

  2. “We crave radical ruptures when we have allowed the nerves of our inner lives to go numb.”
    …….Guilty! In my neophyte state of spirituality, I longed for whiz-bang enlightenment from an unconditionally loving deity. Truth keeps whispering……”Look inside. Awaken to yourself.”

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