Salieri. It is not up to you whether you fly or fall.

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In Mozart’s music, Salieri recognizes something divinely inspired, absolute, and perfect. But what he hears ruins him. Confronted by this beauty beyond his ability to achieve, Salieri suffers his own talent and success in agony. “Thirty years of being called ‘distinguished’ by people incapable of distinguishing!” he cries, as the Viennese cheer him, while casually disregarding the genius in their midst. “If I cannot be Mozart then I do not wish to be anything.” He gets his wish. Mozart is posthumously declared immortal, and Salieri, still alive, is utterly forgotten, the patron saint of the undistinguished. In his last line, the old, discarded court composer addresses the modern audience directly, all those who, like him, are not worth listening to. “Mediocrities everywhere—now and to come—I absolve you all,” he says, sympathizing with our failure to be Mozart. […]

The Salieri that Shaffer created hears with the ears of history; he knows all along what only later listeners could know. When Mozart arrived in Vienna in 1781, his talent was obvious and undeniable, but his genius was still a matter of opinion. He wasn’t yet Mozart. Peter Shaffer stacked the deck against Salieri by giving his self-doubts the weight of historical certainty. Because Salieri knows Mozart is a genius, his own failure then seems inevitable. But the real weight that he and every artist—every person who strives for greatness—suffers is the weight of not knowing. You must find in yourself the courage to leap off the cliff. Yet it is not up to you whether you fly or fall.

~ Glen Kurtz, Practicing: A Musician’s Return to Music

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23 thoughts on “Salieri. It is not up to you whether you fly or fall.”

    1. Yes, nicely stated. All that striving. No chance for peace or rest. Your thought reminds of the opposite, where I unfortunately often play:

      No writer is capable of a more tender expressiveness than Hawthorne. In his craft he has the thoughtful charm that is the lighter element of intellect. He has also that gravity which is the pace of moral purpose. In his steadfastness he is another Owen Warland, who, in “The Artist of the Beautiful,” feels alive only when striving, not to demystify beauty, but to commit himself to its spiritual requirements.

      ~ Mary Oliver, Hawthorne’s Mosses from an Old Manse. Long Life: Essays and Other Writings (Da Capo Press. 2005)

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  7. Glen Kurtz “You must find in yourself the courage to leap off the cliff. Yet it is not up to you whether you fly or fall”. There is a strength in being still enough to hear, wise enough to know when to act, when to speak and to always extend love. I think he means we must yield, listen and embrace the journey…where ever it leads us. Life is a delicious gift.

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  9. Reread, Glen Kurtz piece – some additional thoughts, Humbleness is important, comparing ones self to another causes conflict, dealing with frustration, patiently or not is a choice, while continuing to strive for personal excellence. The inward creativity, manifests itself passionately outwardly. It is true that the genius of some is never recognized until they are gone physically, leaving behind a beautiful gift of intrigue that captivates….I also think of the everyday life and the countless gifts of people that were shared only in a small circle, never to be recognized on paper, in a sound recording, on film, in cooking, etc but benefits many as a pieces of their substance lives on in others hearts, influencing…

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  12. As a composer, Mozart seemed to have slipped backwards and forwards between the sublime and the flippant. Perhaps it was the latter that irritated Salieri — that Mozart did not always respect his own gift. I quite like some of cheeky little piano minuets, but his music is not my favourite to sing. I’m sure I’d feel differently if I was one of the 18th century castrati 😉

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